Sometimes. No, most all of the time I feel like the black sheep of everyone. I don't belong anywhere. I feel as if wherever I'm anywhere I'm just there. No important. No significance. I feel like no one wants me near them and when they do want me its just so they can take advantage of me. Its not fair. I'm a nuisance of society. I'm a faux pas.I'm the misfit of the misfits. I just want to belong. I don't want to be alone. I feel like I'm a terrible person that people put up with for no reason. I feel like if I died people would celebrate. I want to mean something to somebody. I don't want to be annoying. I don't want to do excess things. Its just every little thing I do is annoying. Every step. Every breath. Every swallow. Every blink. It seems as if every time I'm in need, NO ONE not a single soul is there for me. But as soon as someone else needs help I'm there. I don't know how to say no. I need someone to save me from myself. Before something else does.
